My life was a mess:
Confusion - I really didnt know my purpose for being here. Who am I?... and what the hell am I doing here? What job do I want? Where am I going? There was absolutely no plan to my life. I was drifting along aimlessly. I was not directing my life. Everyone and everything else was directing me.
Relationships - I was not responsible enough to stay in one. My girlfriend became pregnant but I was not up to taking care of her and the baby so the relationship ended. I then had a series of short term relationships which propped me up for awhile but I lacked confidence when I was on my own. I was emotionally shattered after discovering one of my girlfriends in bed with another man.
Spirituality - despite a good Christian upbringing, I still had many questions. I looked for answers in books on philosophy, theology, wisdom, etc. but it was difficult to glean much truth from so much material. I had questions about God, heaven and hell, one life only versus reincarnation, morals, ethics, sex, abortion... the list is endless.
Beers, mates, cars, rugby, golf, girlfriends! - All great pastimes! - but when the good times were over and I was on my own, I knew I was not really happy.
Then I read a Scientology book. It cost me almost nothing financially, yet I could sense almost immediately within myself that I had found something that was answering my questions. I could work out for myself why I had lacked confidence, why I had not been willing to take responsibility in my relationships. Without a word of a lie or any exaggeration, I almost instantly regained some zest for living. I had hope again in myself! I was getting answers to my questions.
Because I was finding out who I was, I became a lot more confident in myself. I started to say things I normally wouldnt say, talk to people I originally avoided, go for jobs I thought I couldnt do. I am not money motivated but I tripled my income in the space of three years. The quality of things around me improved - better friends, clothes, cars, holidays. I started writing to or calling people I had lost contact with. My whole world got bigger.
I learned about personal ethics. I have to constantly watch myself to stay honest in my business dealings, relationships and with myself. If Im not, my life starts to crash and burn.
I guess improving aspects of your life is a never ending game and I have a long way to go... but it is a fun game! If you want to save yourself a lot of time searching for answers to many of lifes mysteries and questions, read a Scientology book or give me a call.


